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Gabby ([personal profile] ladyoflorien) wrote2004-03-26 01:30 pm

Yesterday's Theme for the Day:

I forgot to mention yesterday that I have a new theme for the day.

Me: Aww, you're like the poster child for blondes!
Lexi: Poster child?
Me: You've never heard that expression before? It's like a spokesman.
Lexi: ...
Me: Like whenever you see a cheetah like the one on a bag of Cheetos you think of Cheetos. The Cheetos Cat is their spokesman.
Lexi: Thaaanks. I remind you of CHEETOS!!!
Me: ...
Lexi: Do you want to eat me?
Me: ...

[identity profile] ladyelfstone.livejournal.com 2004-03-26 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL! Wow.

[identity profile] lordoflorien.livejournal.com 2004-03-26 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
People think I exagerate... I swear I don't. ;)

*HUGS* Chin up, young person. I relate entirely.

[identity profile] ladyelfstone.livejournal.com 2004-03-26 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah yeah. ;) The down days never last forever.

[identity profile] lordoflorien.livejournal.com 2004-03-26 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Well 'forever' is such a long word... even for Ents. ;)

Point is they last long enough and when you're in them sometimes you start to consider forever. That's when you grab hold of a confidante and don't let go.

*gestures to giant flashing neon signs pointed my way*

[identity profile] ladyelfstone.livejournal.com 2004-03-26 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
D'aww. Thank you, love. Actually, I had a good chat with my counselor already. She was pickin' up the vibes. It's really only normal teenage unassurance of how much one's worthwhile or valuable or loved or good enough and all those things. There's lots of levels to it. And I've known all along that it's just my head messing with me, really. But now I've just been reaching out to the people I see everyday at school and the past couple days I've been making a point to hug everybody and it's just great, cuz when you spread the love, you feel it back. At home it can be a buzzkill, but luckily both of my parents skipped work today so they're not all stressed out and uncomfortable to be around.

And something about the words "Two months left.." forming in your head makes you go "Woah. Now it actually sounds like something." Cuz a semester still is like "Eh, it's still plenty of time." and all of a sudden "Two months left.." It's somehow like seeing a big sun rising over a hill.

So things SHOULD. And I repeat. SHOULD be looking up more again. It's just one of those times. But yeah.

Anyway, there ya go. Lol. Thanks. :)

Btw, I'm actually on Yahoo! for once. lol. See ya online? :-*

[identity profile] lordoflorien.livejournal.com 2004-03-26 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Yep, like I said, I can relate completely. My offer still stands.

Unfortunately I have the earliest most stressful day ahead of me tomorrow and if I don't get sleep I will probably kill myself. I've already taken my meds and done all the necessary precautions so I wont be up until 3am again tonight, so it's only a matter of time till I'm a breathing pile of drooling jell-o. Otherwise I SO WOULD be on to chat with you, because it's so rare we get to actually chill anymore. But I'm already going all cranky!spazzy!grr! just in expectation of tomorrow. Heh. So maybe after the day is done and I don't have to worry about jumping off a cliff we can talk? Let me know when you'll be available and I'll make the effort to be here. :)

*hugs and kisses* Love you dear. I'm sending my warmest, cuddliest, most hobbit-centric vibes your way for the eve. ;)

[identity profile] ladyelfstone.livejournal.com 2004-03-26 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee. Thanks. I really don't need to talk about that stuff anymore. Right now anyway. Not much to talk about really. I'd just love to hang out and chill with ya. :) Sometime soon, definatly. Course I just got ANOTHER paper to start that's due next Friday at the latest. Siigh. I love having two English classes at the same time. ;)

I'll probably get my butt online again sometime this weekend. I've got a meeting at work tomorrow at 10, work itself from 3-6, and then some essay-beginning in other parts of the day. And then Sunday I have church and the senior euchre/pizza party around 3. And more essay work. Probably more on Sunday, actually, cuz I'm using my mom as a source of info and supporting opinion.

But hey, after next week it's spring break and then I'll have plenty of time to sit in front of this blinding monitor. :-p

And I can't wait until I can get my college laptop and do all my computer stuff from my room. Oh my goodness.