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ladyoflorien) wrote2005-07-09 12:12 am
ladyoflorien) wrote2005-07-09 12:12 am
I can't breathe
I don't know if I've ever felt more utterly and devastatingly alone.
I long for the Dave Matthews Band concert tomorrow night, but it's going to be scattered thunderstorms in Mansfield. Either the show will be canceled (outdoor arena) or... I'll get to stand in the rain, heartbroken that I can't see the moon, and feel the rain dilate and expand every evil poison in my flesh.
I wish I could be sick to rid my body of the poison that exists only in my head.
I long for the Dave Matthews Band concert tomorrow night, but it's going to be scattered thunderstorms in Mansfield. Either the show will be canceled (outdoor arena) or... I'll get to stand in the rain, heartbroken that I can't see the moon, and feel the rain dilate and expand every evil poison in my flesh.
I wish I could be sick to rid my body of the poison that exists only in my head.