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ladyoflorien) wrote2002-12-13 07:44 pm
ladyoflorien) wrote2002-12-13 07:44 pm
Guh.
I, all of a sudden, don't feel so well. The people I'm talking to need to stop talking about sleep and going to bed and whatnot. Stop. Immediately. And don't bring it up EVER again. EVER.
My head hurts. Is Firefly on tonight? I hope so. (pauses momentarily to sing "Angel" by Sarah McLachlan) Guh. My day wasn't terrible; even after the "incident" this morning. I went to Dr. Bell's and feel TONS better now. Oh, btw, he called me a "gorgeous bowl of jelly." I am amused. It all has to do with me getting put on 'The Stretcher' (dun, DUN, DUN!) and looking like a bowl of jelly while it stretches out my back. Which, btw, feels TONS better. Apparently I'm growing another 2 inches. That would make me 5'10. Joy.
Of course, my parents have to be COMPLETE..... grr. Just, bad. Okay? Bad. And then I went and read something offensive in a fic I was really digging up until now. And a ton of other things that have just screwed me over. I really, really, really need someone to relate to right now. Really. Actually, I'd settle for someone strong and warm to just let me hold them for an hour or so. But, as usual, I'm all by myself.
Why oh why do I have to be so messed up? And furthermore, how on earth am I going to get.... rest... tonight? GOD. Don't want to even THINK about it.
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am...
I really dig this soundtrack.
My head hurts. Is Firefly on tonight? I hope so. (pauses momentarily to sing "Angel" by Sarah McLachlan) Guh. My day wasn't terrible; even after the "incident" this morning. I went to Dr. Bell's and feel TONS better now. Oh, btw, he called me a "gorgeous bowl of jelly." I am amused. It all has to do with me getting put on 'The Stretcher' (dun, DUN, DUN!) and looking like a bowl of jelly while it stretches out my back. Which, btw, feels TONS better. Apparently I'm growing another 2 inches. That would make me 5'10. Joy.
Of course, my parents have to be COMPLETE..... grr. Just, bad. Okay? Bad. And then I went and read something offensive in a fic I was really digging up until now. And a ton of other things that have just screwed me over. I really, really, really need someone to relate to right now. Really. Actually, I'd settle for someone strong and warm to just let me hold them for an hour or so. But, as usual, I'm all by myself.
Why oh why do I have to be so messed up? And furthermore, how on earth am I going to get.... rest... tonight? GOD. Don't want to even THINK about it.
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am...
I really dig this soundtrack.