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ladyoflorien) wrote2002-04-30 03:02 pm
ladyoflorien) wrote2002-04-30 03:02 pm
I'm regressing.
I hate talking to people again. I got on-line and I wasn't even there for 5 minutes before 3 people attacked me. And this overwhelming sense of... panic struck me down. I'm reverting back to old habits again. One small step backwards for me, one giant leap toward estranging myself from life as we know it again. *sigh* Damn me.
I think I'm writing again. I had the urge to just start scribbling stuff down when I got on, and that little incident earlier choked it down, but I'm going to force myself to write. Confound it, I have to get these emotions out some time. I need to stop going backwards.
*breathe* Um, in newer happy thoughts, there is going to be a new on-line Gandalf music video to "I'm Too Sexy." I am awaiting this intently. As soon as it's done I have to link it because, well, just think about the hilariousness. I also found a LOTR .wav sounds page that I have to bookmark. Heh.
I think I'll go back to listening to "LaCrimosa" from Farscape. *grin* Me? Addicted? Whatever are you talking about? BTW, did you know they're making a Farscape video game? Dear GOD.
And I forgot the name of the song I wanted to download from Ever After. Darn it.
*pushes heart back down out of throat, opens word, and starts writing despite her discomfort* I'll be damned if I cut myself off from all my friends again.
Luv, Gabby
I think I'm writing again. I had the urge to just start scribbling stuff down when I got on, and that little incident earlier choked it down, but I'm going to force myself to write. Confound it, I have to get these emotions out some time. I need to stop going backwards.
*breathe* Um, in newer happy thoughts, there is going to be a new on-line Gandalf music video to "I'm Too Sexy." I am awaiting this intently. As soon as it's done I have to link it because, well, just think about the hilariousness. I also found a LOTR .wav sounds page that I have to bookmark. Heh.
I think I'll go back to listening to "LaCrimosa" from Farscape. *grin* Me? Addicted? Whatever are you talking about? BTW, did you know they're making a Farscape video game? Dear GOD.
And I forgot the name of the song I wanted to download from Ever After. Darn it.
*pushes heart back down out of throat, opens word, and starts writing despite her discomfort* I'll be damned if I cut myself off from all my friends again.
Luv, Gabby