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[ladyoflorien]

I should be happy. After the meeting I went out for ice cream with Danielle and Lexi. It was fun. I should be totally stoked. Instead I'm really depressed. *beats self in head* Why why WHY? I know why. Because I'm a freak and really don't deserve their friendship or anybody's attentions for that matter. Because no one ever really hangs out with me and because I'm just not good enough anyway. But I've got all week to think about this, I should be riding the moment right now while it lasts. SHOULD be. But I'm not. I just can't get me out of my head.

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Hey! Look over here!

[myhero.livejournal.com]

Aw baby I love you!!! You know, people can't just marry pickles without knowing what they're getting into, and I know!! I don't care! You're beautiful, and everyone loves you, they're just too dense to realize it. And I'm not just saying that for shits and giggles, I mean it. Got that?
Why do you think that you don't deserve their attention? You know, they're the ones that should feel hapy and lucky that they got to hang out with oyu becuase you're amazing. It doesn't matter, what people think. I've known you for, how long now? And I have never seen what you look like, but I've tlaked to you, seen your personality andyour traits and good and bad parts and everything. *bad, you say? Yes, you always want to divorce me* lol. I mean this from the bottom of my fickle heart.
-J

Re: Hey! Look over here!

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

That's easy for you to say, you don't even know me.
The people that know me in real life have a very different opinion of me altogether. And they like to say so to my face.

Re: Hey! Look over here!

[myhero.livejournal.com]

Aw gabbers I'm sorry. If you ever want to talk I'm here. Just remember, the human population is 98% freaking assholes, and the last two percent are either crazy, or good people. So obviously they're the majority, and you, my lovely cucumber, are the minority. I may not know you, (as you like to put it, but I still dissagree) but I know how you care for people in Muta and on LJ, and that means something, doesnt' it? So they talk trash to you, by the time you're off to college, I swear, you'll never see them, (and barely think of them) again.
Kisses? I'll unlock Kevin from the closet, if it'll make you feel better.
-J

Re: Hey! Look over here!

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the sentiment, but I'm not talking about High School kids. I graduated 2 years ago. Even though I act like I'm sixteen sometimes.

*grabs Kevin for a cuddle* You ain't gonna see him for a while, dear. :P

Re: Hey! Look over here!

[myhero.livejournal.com]

well then. shows what i know. LOL. Then, just kick them in the nuts. And if they don't have nuts, get them drunk, bring them to a place to have their sex changed, and then kick them in the nuts. And you don't act like you're 16, you just fight like you're 16. Divorcing me and all? *shakes head* lol. kidding, kidding.
Well it's nice to see you're getting a little less upset, as the moment goes on. Love you!
*grabs for Kevin, but misses as BAgs bites my arm*
-J

Re: Hey! Look over here!

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

It's easy not to be upset when I've got things to do. Work, art, whatever. It occupies me. It's when it's quiet and there's nothing to preocupy my mind that I remember what my life is like.

And you don't act like you're 16, you just fight like you're 16

Actually, more like I'm 5. That's when I stopped fighting. Mentally that is. Don't ever pick on me physically though. Not anymore.