Blah blah blah, need to turn my head off.

I feel like writing fanfiction until I'm blue in the face/my fingers go numb/my eyes wont focus/completely exhausted. Maybe then I'll be able to shed the tears I've desperately needed to for many days now.

A moderate sized update.

Fanfics worked on today: 4
Page count: 5
Word count: 1,500+
Letter count: 6,000+
Fanfics completed: 1 short story
New ideas fleshed out: countless


It has just come to my attention that there is a matter I need to handle in regards to my friends pages. Which sucks, because I don't feel like going into a long explanation of myself, but it looks like I'm going to have to. So here are a few updates and things, and after this I'll get into the matter.

I'm feeling much better today too, now that I've been able to get my mind off certain things and just spend a day to myself, lazily writing fic.

( A few neat links and things )

( So a general wrap up of last weeks events )

And that's today thus far! I had a bunch of things I wanted to remember to update with last night, but I lost the list in all the craziness. Needless to say I've missed EVERY SINGLE LOTR related appearance on TV since SNL. That includes TRL, AGAIN!! *do'h* Also, you can't blame me for not watching that thing on Biography (even though I said screw it anyway), because I actually DID look for it and it was not playing on Biography at all, all day. I think I'm gonna go check again right now to make sure I didn't mistake the day it was supposed to be on (though I know for a fact that jedi_bria was watching it.)

Um... Yeah, that's all I can remember. So there you have it. I'll update with that other mess in a minute, if that Biography thing doesn't end up being on after all.

OH, PS. I find it amusing that everyone on my friends list keeps saying "Sorry Gabby" whenever they make a large post. WTF? It's okay guys, really. Hehehe, no worries, I can deal when I don't have a backlog of 200 entries.

Important update.

Oh. Okay, so I just found out I don't even GET the Biography channel. Uhh... oh well? Crap, I guess no LOTR behind the scenes for me. :(

All right, now I've gotten a lot of flack from a bunch of people who will remain nameless recently about my opinions on RotK. While I don't see why I need to explain myself, I'm going to because I want you all to know where I'm coming from and what I feel. If you don't want to read this entry, fine, don't. I'm only posting it for those of you who have been curious and outspoken and a little rude when it comes to my personal thoughts and opinions. I want everything to be as clear as possible before you go on making assumptions and passing judgments when you do not have the full story. I no longer want you to keep looking at me like I'm forcing my lesser opinions on you when I'm NOT, because I would NEVER do that. So if you want to know the facts, then click below. But if you do not, I want it to be known that I will NOT tolerate any more backlashing or venomous speech about me and my personal opinions. If we're clear on that, then let's move ahead.

( My thoughts on RotK )

There. I've said it. I'm going to stop rambling now. I hope you take the time to read it and hopefully meditate on just what exactly I'm trying to say to you. In all the days following RotK there's been one phrase from RotK that keeps repeating itself in my head, and I think it sums up everything in a simple way.

But Imrahil said: 'So victory is shorn of gladness, and it is bitter bought...' (if this makes no sense to you, it's been too long since you last read the book)