*sigh*

[ladyoflorien]

The close of another day, 24 hours since, and still I cannot come to terms with the words I want to speak. There's just nothing there, my mouth remains empty and useless, and I don't know how to break the spell. I would be angry, but fury cannot be wrought from emptiness, and I've never felt so empty before. There's just nothing. Nothing there. No thoughts, not even those of disappointment. Just a blank chasm as though nothing ever happened, as though last night never was, and I still have a month of waiting ahead of me. I'm not disappointed, though I'm not moved.... I'm nothing. Nothing. No thoughts. No feelings. None spare maybe regret.

Comments

[orangesnow.livejournal.com]

I'm here for ya in your bummed times. *hugs*

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

lol, I just want to meet PJ and smack him over the head. "STOOPID!! YOU'RE SO STOOPID!!!" *sigh* Whatever. TTT was already ruined, I couldn't really expect much more from him.

[orangesnow.livejournal.com]

And here I thought that 'wibble' had been a happy sound.

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

Have you read the books? If so, you would have probably guessed it wasn't.

[orangesnow.livejournal.com]

I've read quite a good amount of the books. And I was very pleased with the movie.

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

"quite a good amount"? Then that means you didn't start until just recently? And you haven't read the whole trilogy in full? Then there's no way I can explain to you the thoughts and feelings I have. I grew up in Middle Earth. To see it so.... different from what the original vision was, was like seeing the forest you treasured and played in as a child covered with cement and made into a Wal*Mart.

[orangesnow.livejournal.com]

It's really hard to know what to say around you right now, so I'm going to drop it. The books rock, the movies rock, and of COURSE they're different. And I'm afraid to say what I'm thinking because you'll probably yell at me no matter what I say. (You're being silly!)

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

/:) Yell?? I'm sorry you feel that way, because I'm the type of person that strongly believes someone's opinions and thoughts should not be changed or hidden to appease another. Your thoughts are yours, mine are mine. We're different people with different ways of experiencing, there's little we can do in way of exchanging personal thought and feeling. So if I offend you or make you angry or hurt you in any way, I apologize. But these are MY feelings and I would expect that since I honor and respect yours that you'd do me the same courtesy.

[orangesnow.livejournal.com]

Yeah. But I still am sad for ya to be so upset by the movie.

[lordoflorien.livejournal.com]

Me too.