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[ladyoflorien]

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear, ooh

'Cause it's always raining in my head, ohh
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
'Cause I can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart
And dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart... Ooh,

'Cause it's always raining in my head, ooh
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention, yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed...

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said...




Summer-time and the wind is blowing outside
In Lower Chelsea and I don't know
What I'm doing in the city
The sun is always in my eyes
It crashes through the windows
And I'm sleeping on the couch
When I came to visit you
That's when I knew
That I could never have you
I knew that before you did
Still I'm the one who's stupid

And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I've never been so alone
And I've never been so alive

This is a view on a motorcycle drive by
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes and you don't mind
You smile
And say the world it doesn't fit with you
I don't believe you
You're so serene
Careening through the universe your axis on a tilt
You're guiltless and free
I hope you take a piece of me with you

And there's things I'd like to do that you don't believe in
I would like to build something
But you never see it happening

And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I've never been so alone
And I've, I've never been so alive

And there's this burning, ahh ahh,
There was this burning, yeah yeah yeah!

Where's the soul I wanna know?
New York City's evil
The surface is everything
But I could never do that
Someone would see through that

And this is the last time
We'll be friends again
And I'll get over you
You'll wonder who I am

And there's this burning
Just like there's always been
I've never been so alone alone and I've and I've
I've never been so alive

So alive

I go home to the coast
It starts to rain
I paddle out on the water
Alone
Taste the salt and taste the pain
I'm not thinking of you again

Summer dies and the swells rise
The sun goes down in my eyes
See this rolling wave
Darkly coming to take me
Home...

And I've
Never been so alone
And I've
Never been so alive

*curls into a ball and sobs*