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ladyoflorien) wrote2004-02-22 09:34 pm
ladyoflorien) wrote2004-02-22 09:34 pm
Today's Theme for the Day...
Hey everyone. I know I've been AWOL for a while, I apologize. Just haven't had time to write in this thing. You know how things can get. I've been to my friends pages, and after one day of absence ya'll had updated over 60 more times. So I'm in the skip pages again, ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ladyelfstone if you wouldn't mind, please don't delete everything for a couple days so I can have time to catch up. I'm taking a chance that you haven't deleted everything already, but I'm hoping there will be stuff for me to read when I get the chance to. Okay? Thanks.
Life Sucks.
The end.
lol, no I'm kidding. Last Tuesday was really tough. I was sicker than I've been in a very very long time. I literally couldn't move because every time I moved even the slightest bit I'd have to throw up. So I spent the night on the couch watching TV and went to bed early. Wednesday I felt well enough to go out furniture shopping with my mom. We left early and spent the morning/early afternoon shopping in Nashua. I bought a few things at Pier One, which was cool. I've lived in this house for NINE MONTHS now and still the only piece of furniture in my room is my bed and a chest for decoration. That's it. Most of my books are still in boxes. The only things unpacked are my computer things and my CDs. Yeah, it sucks. But last week Bro. Bigelow finally built my built-in shelves so I can at least unpack some books. I didn't find any desks or tables Wednesday so I can't really do anything else, but that will come eventually. All I do lately is sleep, work on my books, read, study, work, and listen to music, so it's not really a big deal.
Wow, Nick and Jessica sound amazing together. Er, sorry, I'm watching Newlyweds. That was just kind of random. But really, wow.
Anyways. So I bought some things at Pier One and we're gonna go shopping again next week with my sisters. After that we went to Dr Bells which was HYSTERICAL. He was alternately shocked and furious with me the whole time. He said, and I quote, "Well everything that could possibly go wrong with you is wrong today." All I could do is laugh and agree. But he was furious I'd spent the day outside, he kept saying I should be home in bed or something. I got the strong impression he was shocked I made it through the week without having to be institutionalized. I suppose he's right, it has been the worst few weeks I've had to endure for a VERY LONG time, but for some reason it feels like I've been through worse so I keep plugging along. At least it's funny to see my Doctor flip out on me about my health. *shrug* Oh well.
If you hadn't guessed already I'm still sick. Yep. Very very VERY sick. It's unpleasant you know, not being able to eat for three weeks now. But hopefully when my *ahem*period*cough* is over I'll be able to recover. My immune system gets really low when it's "that time" of the month. But it's been 5 days now, so I only have 2-4 more days left and then I'll be done and hopefully start feeling better. Physically, at least. :)
Hmm let's see... I saw a movie Wednesday night I wanted to write about but I forgot---OH I REMEMBER. "Runaway Jury." Let me just take this moment to say I LOVE JOHN CUSACK! Okay I'm good. And I had NO IDEA Dustin Hoffman was in that movie! He had a very minute role for someone of his celebrity. But anyway, the movie was good. I liked it. AND THE LEAD CHICK? YOU KNOW WHO THAT WAS? EVELYN! FROM THE MUMMY! EVIE!!! WEEEEE! That was very exciting, I haven't seen that person in ANY other movie. She did a good job! But anyway, good movie.
I went to meeting on Thursday. Dave was staring at me before he left which was really weird. I was talking to Shakita and Kiev and Kenny and they were busting me up, they're SUCH hysterical kids, and he was standing in the entry waiting for his family to stop talking and staring at me. I was like "Yeah okay, if you don't like me then don't like me, but stop freaking me out okay?" But anyways. Kenny was dead on his feet, he was so tired. But he was still in a good mood and we kept joking and cracking up. Before he came over I asked where he was and Shakita was like "He's dead." LOL! So when he came over I said "Hey Kenny, you look good. A lot better than I expected, I heard you were dead. You look pretty good for a dead guy. Although I have to warn you, you are turning a little green." (He was wearing a green suit). Hehehe, then Kiev asked him if he had leprosy and tried to take off his nose. HAHAHAHAHA! It was so funny.
ER WAS SO FREAKING GOOD LAST WEEK!!! OMG OMG OMG! AWESOME awesome episode. Jing May is back! Her poor daddy. But I'm glad she's back. AND THE FAMILY! WITH THE CO2 POISONING? OMG THAT WAS SO AWESOME! THE BABY! AND WOW! Poor little Neila (sp?) in the tank with the baby and she was clostrophobic... aww I felt bad. But awesome episode.
Umm gee what else? Friday was okay. It was a very busy day and I was... not in the best health. Friday was Marshal Struble's funeral. And... yeah. Just busy. In the afternoon I cleaned out my entire room. Emptied it so I could clean it from floor to roof. I vacuumed and dusted and washed the window and walls and Lysol-d (LOL) and organized everything still in my room. I quit around 8pm and spent the time organizing my CDs and putting them on my new bookcase while watching Save The Last Dance. Still like that movie a lot. And after that Monk was a rerun so I watched "Girl Interrupted" which I'd never seen before. That was a pretty good film for a Winona Ryder movie. There were SO MANY PEOPLE in it I recognized. I liked it, I'd watch it again if it came on again.
Eh, Saturday I slept right through book study. I didn't sleep all night long so when the alarm went off at 7:30 and it was still dark outside (snow storm) and my stomach was turning and my head was swimming from exhaustion I just went straight back to sleep and didn't wake up until 11:00. I was mad at myself, but I guess I needed the rest. I spent the day cleaning up what I hadn't gotten finished with my room and there's STILL a pile of stuff in the living area next to my computer desk right now. Tomorrow mom is going to help me hang stuff, so that should help.
Last night mom and dad watched "The Terminator" for the FIRST TIME. Can you believe neither of them had ever seen it before? Mom saw the whole thing but dad fell asleep about halfway through. She liked it, but had a lot of questions. She said it was like "Which came first: the chicken or the egg?" lmfao. We'll have to rent T2 sometime and see how she likes that one. Personally I like it better than the first. But anyways, that's pretty much the sum of the week.
Today I missed meeting because I was feeling like crap still. Pissed at myself, but what can you do? I think I'm still fevering. We had family dinner tonight and Jonna & Joe and JD, Sands, & the boys were over.
Jonna and Joe are getting married. Yeah, wow. This is the sister that no one thought would settle down. Everyone said *I'D* probably get married before she did. But she fooled us all, they're engaged. It's kinda sad to think that not only am I the only sibling that's still single, but that I inhabit this position with a completely virginal innocence. Never been kissed. Never held hands. Never been looked at that way, never seen that knowing smile on any man's face. I suppose I should be happy that I've never been in a relationship so that I have nothing to miss, but at the same time it shatters any confidence I might have had. More and more lately I've been having dreams where I kiss someone. The person usually changes from night to night, but my subconscious is screaming out for attention, ANY kind of attention. And it's driving me crazy. I don't even know what it feels like to be touched gently by a loving hand.
Oh well. Dinner went well. Jonna made Spinach Pie and Zuzuchi sauce (it's like a cucumber salad in sour cream sauce) and tomato cucumber salad and mom had roasted garlic and bree on baguettes and other snack-y type things and made cheesecake for dessert. Everyone enjoyed themselves. The boys were HOLY TERRORS and my head STILL hurts. But you know, it could have been worse.
Now I'm sitting here watching Farscape and missing new episodes so badly and trying to restrain myself from telling someone off via e-mail. Stay cool, stay level, stay calm. Don't sink to her level. She's childish and immature and SO SELFISH it makes me sick to think about it. It's not worth getting worked up over, so just forget about her entirely.
But anyways. Farscape is over now. I miss it so much. So so so much. I want more. I need more. And aside from that I'm still sick and a little out of it but keeping it together. I know I'm not all that interesting, but ya'll don't want to hear it anyway. It's no biggie. I will survive. Just as long as I don't throw up again tonight. Hear that stomach? Behave yourself. If you keep making me sick I will have to scream.
I should go to bed. Or I should at least stop rambling now.
Today's Theme For The Day:
"*BURP* *smacks lips* Goooood spinach..." -- Bryan (my nephew)
ladyelfstone if you wouldn't mind, please don't delete everything for a couple days so I can have time to catch up. I'm taking a chance that you haven't deleted everything already, but I'm hoping there will be stuff for me to read when I get the chance to. Okay? Thanks.Life Sucks.
The end.
lol, no I'm kidding. Last Tuesday was really tough. I was sicker than I've been in a very very long time. I literally couldn't move because every time I moved even the slightest bit I'd have to throw up. So I spent the night on the couch watching TV and went to bed early. Wednesday I felt well enough to go out furniture shopping with my mom. We left early and spent the morning/early afternoon shopping in Nashua. I bought a few things at Pier One, which was cool. I've lived in this house for NINE MONTHS now and still the only piece of furniture in my room is my bed and a chest for decoration. That's it. Most of my books are still in boxes. The only things unpacked are my computer things and my CDs. Yeah, it sucks. But last week Bro. Bigelow finally built my built-in shelves so I can at least unpack some books. I didn't find any desks or tables Wednesday so I can't really do anything else, but that will come eventually. All I do lately is sleep, work on my books, read, study, work, and listen to music, so it's not really a big deal.
Wow, Nick and Jessica sound amazing together. Er, sorry, I'm watching Newlyweds. That was just kind of random. But really, wow.
Anyways. So I bought some things at Pier One and we're gonna go shopping again next week with my sisters. After that we went to Dr Bells which was HYSTERICAL. He was alternately shocked and furious with me the whole time. He said, and I quote, "Well everything that could possibly go wrong with you is wrong today." All I could do is laugh and agree. But he was furious I'd spent the day outside, he kept saying I should be home in bed or something. I got the strong impression he was shocked I made it through the week without having to be institutionalized. I suppose he's right, it has been the worst few weeks I've had to endure for a VERY LONG time, but for some reason it feels like I've been through worse so I keep plugging along. At least it's funny to see my Doctor flip out on me about my health. *shrug* Oh well.
If you hadn't guessed already I'm still sick. Yep. Very very VERY sick. It's unpleasant you know, not being able to eat for three weeks now. But hopefully when my *ahem*period*cough* is over I'll be able to recover. My immune system gets really low when it's "that time" of the month. But it's been 5 days now, so I only have 2-4 more days left and then I'll be done and hopefully start feeling better. Physically, at least. :)
Hmm let's see... I saw a movie Wednesday night I wanted to write about but I forgot---OH I REMEMBER. "Runaway Jury." Let me just take this moment to say I LOVE JOHN CUSACK! Okay I'm good. And I had NO IDEA Dustin Hoffman was in that movie! He had a very minute role for someone of his celebrity. But anyway, the movie was good. I liked it. AND THE LEAD CHICK? YOU KNOW WHO THAT WAS? EVELYN! FROM THE MUMMY! EVIE!!! WEEEEE! That was very exciting, I haven't seen that person in ANY other movie. She did a good job! But anyway, good movie.
I went to meeting on Thursday. Dave was staring at me before he left which was really weird. I was talking to Shakita and Kiev and Kenny and they were busting me up, they're SUCH hysterical kids, and he was standing in the entry waiting for his family to stop talking and staring at me. I was like "Yeah okay, if you don't like me then don't like me, but stop freaking me out okay?" But anyways. Kenny was dead on his feet, he was so tired. But he was still in a good mood and we kept joking and cracking up. Before he came over I asked where he was and Shakita was like "He's dead." LOL! So when he came over I said "Hey Kenny, you look good. A lot better than I expected, I heard you were dead. You look pretty good for a dead guy. Although I have to warn you, you are turning a little green." (He was wearing a green suit). Hehehe, then Kiev asked him if he had leprosy and tried to take off his nose. HAHAHAHAHA! It was so funny.
ER WAS SO FREAKING GOOD LAST WEEK!!! OMG OMG OMG! AWESOME awesome episode. Jing May is back! Her poor daddy. But I'm glad she's back. AND THE FAMILY! WITH THE CO2 POISONING? OMG THAT WAS SO AWESOME! THE BABY! AND WOW! Poor little Neila (sp?) in the tank with the baby and she was clostrophobic... aww I felt bad. But awesome episode.
Umm gee what else? Friday was okay. It was a very busy day and I was... not in the best health. Friday was Marshal Struble's funeral. And... yeah. Just busy. In the afternoon I cleaned out my entire room. Emptied it so I could clean it from floor to roof. I vacuumed and dusted and washed the window and walls and Lysol-d (LOL) and organized everything still in my room. I quit around 8pm and spent the time organizing my CDs and putting them on my new bookcase while watching Save The Last Dance. Still like that movie a lot. And after that Monk was a rerun so I watched "Girl Interrupted" which I'd never seen before. That was a pretty good film for a Winona Ryder movie. There were SO MANY PEOPLE in it I recognized. I liked it, I'd watch it again if it came on again.
Eh, Saturday I slept right through book study. I didn't sleep all night long so when the alarm went off at 7:30 and it was still dark outside (snow storm) and my stomach was turning and my head was swimming from exhaustion I just went straight back to sleep and didn't wake up until 11:00. I was mad at myself, but I guess I needed the rest. I spent the day cleaning up what I hadn't gotten finished with my room and there's STILL a pile of stuff in the living area next to my computer desk right now. Tomorrow mom is going to help me hang stuff, so that should help.
Last night mom and dad watched "The Terminator" for the FIRST TIME. Can you believe neither of them had ever seen it before? Mom saw the whole thing but dad fell asleep about halfway through. She liked it, but had a lot of questions. She said it was like "Which came first: the chicken or the egg?" lmfao. We'll have to rent T2 sometime and see how she likes that one. Personally I like it better than the first. But anyways, that's pretty much the sum of the week.
Today I missed meeting because I was feeling like crap still. Pissed at myself, but what can you do? I think I'm still fevering. We had family dinner tonight and Jonna & Joe and JD, Sands, & the boys were over.
Jonna and Joe are getting married. Yeah, wow. This is the sister that no one thought would settle down. Everyone said *I'D* probably get married before she did. But she fooled us all, they're engaged. It's kinda sad to think that not only am I the only sibling that's still single, but that I inhabit this position with a completely virginal innocence. Never been kissed. Never held hands. Never been looked at that way, never seen that knowing smile on any man's face. I suppose I should be happy that I've never been in a relationship so that I have nothing to miss, but at the same time it shatters any confidence I might have had. More and more lately I've been having dreams where I kiss someone. The person usually changes from night to night, but my subconscious is screaming out for attention, ANY kind of attention. And it's driving me crazy. I don't even know what it feels like to be touched gently by a loving hand.
Oh well. Dinner went well. Jonna made Spinach Pie and Zuzuchi sauce (it's like a cucumber salad in sour cream sauce) and tomato cucumber salad and mom had roasted garlic and bree on baguettes and other snack-y type things and made cheesecake for dessert. Everyone enjoyed themselves. The boys were HOLY TERRORS and my head STILL hurts. But you know, it could have been worse.
Now I'm sitting here watching Farscape and missing new episodes so badly and trying to restrain myself from telling someone off via e-mail. Stay cool, stay level, stay calm. Don't sink to her level. She's childish and immature and SO SELFISH it makes me sick to think about it. It's not worth getting worked up over, so just forget about her entirely.
But anyways. Farscape is over now. I miss it so much. So so so much. I want more. I need more. And aside from that I'm still sick and a little out of it but keeping it together. I know I'm not all that interesting, but ya'll don't want to hear it anyway. It's no biggie. I will survive. Just as long as I don't throw up again tonight. Hear that stomach? Behave yourself. If you keep making me sick I will have to scream.
I should go to bed. Or I should at least stop rambling now.
Today's Theme For The Day:
"*BURP* *smacks lips* Goooood spinach..." -- Bryan (my nephew)
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Anyways, thanks. I'll let you know when I read them all. :D
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*ahem* Anyway. Thank you. I love you. It's the little things in life. ;) *hugs and runs away*
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*runs, tackles, then darts away also*
This little puppet guy is actually the cute little version of Angel (the vampire show). I heard they were gonna do a puppet episode so I tuned in and it was so CUTE.
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Oooohhhh okay. Yeah, don't watch that show, so wouldn't have made the connection. Hehe.
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