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ladyoflorien) wrote2002-07-09 01:09 pm
ladyoflorien) wrote2002-07-09 01:09 pm
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I just started crying and I don't know why.
I feel terrible today. Absolutely miserable. And the worse thing about it is I can't figure out what exactly it IS that I'm feeling. I'm a living contradiction today. I feel.... lost. Yes, I think that describes it fairly well. And miserably lonely. I just don't know. I'm gonna have a hard time at the meeting tonight, I bet.
*says a little prayer*
Today's gonna be a long day, I bet. I just hope my internet holds out; then maybe I can get some work done. Though what I really feel like doing is curling up into a ball and dying.
I can't be loosing sleep over this
No I can't
And no I can not stop pacing
Give me a few hours, I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing
'Cause I can not stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
And this can not be happening
This is over my head, but underneath my feet
Because by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in?
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
'Cause I can not stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
And this can not be happening
'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream
I feel terrible today. Absolutely miserable. And the worse thing about it is I can't figure out what exactly it IS that I'm feeling. I'm a living contradiction today. I feel.... lost. Yes, I think that describes it fairly well. And miserably lonely. I just don't know. I'm gonna have a hard time at the meeting tonight, I bet.
*says a little prayer*
Today's gonna be a long day, I bet. I just hope my internet holds out; then maybe I can get some work done. Though what I really feel like doing is curling up into a ball and dying.
I can't be loosing sleep over this
No I can't
And no I can not stop pacing
Give me a few hours, I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing
'Cause I can not stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
And this can not be happening
This is over my head, but underneath my feet
Because by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in?
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
'Cause I can not stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
And this can not be happening
'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream
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I feel terrible today. Absolutely miserable. And the worse thing about it is I can't figure out what exactly it IS that I'm feeling. I'm a living contradiction today. I feel.... lost. Yes, I think that describes it fairly well. And miserably lonely.
I've been having that alot this year too. Not so much since school got out, but it happens. *hugs*
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