ladyoflorien: (elijahsnow)
Gabby ([personal profile] ladyoflorien) wrote2002-07-10 10:44 am

Was I outta my head, was I outta my mind, how could I have ever been so blind...

I give you the amazing BAD LUCK GIRL!! Actually, it's more along the lines of the NO LUCK GIRL!! Because it's not that I have bad luck, just that I have NO luck whatsoever. *shrug*

Tonight is the movie. What do you want to bet the grand total of people there is 4--me, the girl who planned it and her brother, and her 15 yr old friend. I betcha anything. But whatever--I like the kid, so it's no skin off my nose. Plus, it's not like I'm not used to getting stood up or ditched or just plain avoided, so who cares, right?

Yesterday, what can I say? I worked on my writing, talked to a few people (had some very interesting conversations, to say the least), went to meeting and got sick near the end of it, not pleasant, but even worse is I had to talk to a million people even though I was feeling terrible, so I did, cemented plans for the movie tonight (if that's what you want to call it) and then got out of there as quick as I could. That was a nice run-on sentence for ya. :P Anyway, didn't do anything special that night... I was assaulted by like 7 reeeeaaaaallly talkative people all at once and I got a little overwhelmed because I was constantly flipping through boxes trying to keep up with everyone, but there were some interesting things said. And then later I studied my literature book and went to bed around 4am I suppose. Maybe later. I stopped looking at the clock out of my aggravation.

Day before was nearly the same... I watched Fiddler On The Roof for the first time, had a Dr.'s appt. at 4pm, wrote a lot and tried to keep myself in a good humor. Kind of like today. I'm very edgy. But you know me, I'll be happy and bouncy and pretty much lie my face off so that everyone thinks I'm doing fine.

Uuuugh. Gonna take excedrin and tell some people to go away so I can pay attention to the other conversations that I'm missing.