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ladyoflorien) wrote2002-09-16 08:10 pm
ladyoflorien) wrote2002-09-16 08:10 pm
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Not everyone applies to that last post I made, in case there was any confusion among you. I don't want to cause any strife between myself and any innocent party. Sometimes you just need to vent, and a journal is provided for that exact reason, am I right? I wanted to be sure that was made clear.
Maybe I should think about going to private mode or something so that I can continue to vent when needed without getting mauled by those who would take my ramblings as direct blows to themselves or their actions. A lot of the time I talk about a specific person, I just don't have the guts to post their name for all the world to see. Unfortunately, I seem to attract the sort of person that would immediately assume I'm talking about them every time, and not consider the possibility I mean someone else. I don't want that happening, because it would be much too traumatic to hurt someone who didn't deserve it.
So I've begun to set goals. Whether or no I meet them is yet to be seen, but they will keep me from exploring those deep dark corners of the mind and heart, and also keep me from getting too involved with a particular set of acquaintances. This, I believe, will be to the betterment of everyone involved.
Or maybe not.
Life is a mystery, governed only by your willingness to commit.
Maybe I should think about going to private mode or something so that I can continue to vent when needed without getting mauled by those who would take my ramblings as direct blows to themselves or their actions. A lot of the time I talk about a specific person, I just don't have the guts to post their name for all the world to see. Unfortunately, I seem to attract the sort of person that would immediately assume I'm talking about them every time, and not consider the possibility I mean someone else. I don't want that happening, because it would be much too traumatic to hurt someone who didn't deserve it.
So I've begun to set goals. Whether or no I meet them is yet to be seen, but they will keep me from exploring those deep dark corners of the mind and heart, and also keep me from getting too involved with a particular set of acquaintances. This, I believe, will be to the betterment of everyone involved.
Or maybe not.
Life is a mystery, governed only by your willingness to commit.